Lately

Now more than ever, the evidence is stacking toward an indisputable fact that I may have become diabetic. Crazy. I haven’t had an uninterrupted sleep for the past three weeks, always needing to void hour by hour at night. My lips are parched most of the time, and though constant hunger has not been one of the hallmarks in my case, I do get hungry, yet cognizant of the perilous disease I might have launched myself into, I eat less.

The malaise and the sluggishness and the fatigue, yes, like nothing I’ve experienced before.

Now a definitive test would be the A1C, and I can almost guarantee that I have arrived at the diabetic level. I was pre-diabetic before and it only takes but a little bit of a push from there. No thanks to me, I made a push for the worst. I only have me to blame.

Self-torment will do me no good. And doctors, they’ll, give me meds faster than I can refuse them. So doctors are out of the picture, for now.

Hey, I’ve dug this hole for myself. I’m going to climb my way out of it.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.